Digital Rodeo

Malanna, I tearfully watched this video...my heart goes out to you for the loss of your father, thank you for sharing your "thoughts" in your wonderful music...the way I am feeling as my medically fragile son's passing 8 years ago comes around (June 29) is somewhere between ANGER and PEACE...I think there are 5 stages - Disbelief, Bargaining, Sorrow, Anger, then Peace...Anger that my son was taken from me, but GOD is the only one with permission to take a life, as HE gave us life in the beginning...so for every STAR we see at night is the SPIRIT of someone's Father, Mother, Sister, Brother, Son or Daughter who has passed to the greater life we are Promised...and every BEAM of sunray in the early morning is a LIFE not yet born...I want to find the PEACE of Daris' death before I am reunited with him in Heaven, so God's purpose for me will be accomplished here on earth...remember this, every time it rains, know that there are "Holes in The Floors of Heaven, and His Tears are Pouring Down. That's how you know He's watching, Wishing He Could Be Here Now"...that is a line from a song "Holes in The Floors of Heaven" (artist?) but that song ALWAYS gives me PEACE...congratulations on your gift of music to share with us in our time of troubles!! God Bless You Malanna!

YA!!!